Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Journal: I Love You, Mum...

Anyone gets Il Divo songs? Kinda nice songs.. Like it very much...
My favorite one:

"Mama, thank you for who I am..
Thank you for the things I'm not... Mama remember all my life. You showed me love, You sacrificed think of those young and early days... That I am where I am because of your truth. I miss you, I miss you... Mama forgive the times you cried; Forgive me for not making right... Mama I hope this makes you smile; I hope you're happy with my life... And I know you believed in all of my dreams, And I owe it all to you, Mama"

I realize that I LOVE U very much, MUM..

Thursday, June 02, 2005

Journal: My Declaration

I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me.
Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it.

I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, and all my actions, whether they be to others or myself.
I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears.
I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes.
Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts.

I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me.
However, I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me.

If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded.
I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do.
I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me.

I own me, and therefore, I can engineer me. I am me, and I am okay.
I am a Young Man whose Journey has begun 25 Years ago since I came to this beautiful Planet , called Earth and I will keep moving on my journey to become a better person and help those who need my help.
I am Hery, and I will not Give Up...
If I have to Climb that Mountain, by God's Help I will and I will not give up.